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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I feel so bad,i feel pressured.

I put on alot of weight. I feel unhealthy,i get pressured each time i had to go to my dads,i feel pressured about the time limit there are for exams,i feel like not studying anymore,i feel like giving up sometimes,i get nags unreasonably(most of the time),i wanna lose weight,i wanna feel good,i wanna lose my fats and gain back my muscles and tone. Gosh,im feeling the pressure. I don't really feel this way though sometimes i do say that i feel pressured. I wanna be smarter,how i wish im hardworking,whuts happening to me? So many changes in this 2010. Damn it,just how i hate life and myself sometimes.

And don't call me emo or either not in the right mind after reading this post. This is my blog,and part of my soul is here. I'm letting out my thoughts.

k,end.

7:18 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Monday, February 1, 2010

Just one

Annyeong :)

So yep,this is the only picture of my new hair :) hahahahaha

Short.

8:04 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Good bye hair,Hello Nag

Annyeong haseyo, so yes, i cut my hair. Good bye lovely long locks and hello short funk.

I asked for my own style and she gave me what i want, yay Yay!

This post today will basically base on me, and really about me and my thoughts.

How many of you doesn't get to do what you want in life? All, right? Same.

To my case today, i'm slowly by slowly searching for my personality. Yes, there is always a point of time in our life that we start to wonder who we really are. I'm always in between decisions. We have parents who always tell us what to do and prevent us from doing something that we want to do. This includes your dreams. Making your parents happy is something you gotta do in your life, but in certain point of time, you want to do something that makes YOU happy instead of them.

Yes, that's what i did. Im sick and tired of following rules and finally i've broken the rules. I made my dad angry and now he starts to nag at me. No, its not a good thing. But what i wanna say is that, how long am i gonna listen and not fight towards my dreams. Indeed,i have thought of my dreams, and im pretty sure my parents will be against it. I want to lead a happy life,doing something that i like,and keep my inspirations up. If not,i would rather do nothing and be happy rather than do something that i don't like.

Cutting my hair does not mean that i'm not interested in studies. It does not mean that i'm a loser who thinks hair is more important. It does not mean that im being a rude child or whatsoever. I cut my hair because i feel like it. Im a teenager mann.

12:46 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Friday, January 29, 2010

Hady Mirza's picture that i owed

This was the picture that i owe for my wayy previous post. Yep,i finally found the pictue. :))))
This pic was taken in 2007,hahahahha. And i met him again at my workplace i 2009 :) hahaha,im a lucky soul :D

Good luck in your career Hady! :D

2:03 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 24, 2010

wow,blog dead

Heyy
sorry if i have left the blog unattended. Been busy with school and life. Anyways,my mum is always using the lappy,so,i didnt get any chance to.

So on momy's bday,went to Mad Jack at Simpang to treat both my mum and bro with a total of 56bucks. hahahaha. Enjoyed my rib eye steak :D

Anyways,i've been really uninspired to do my DnT. I don't even feel like starting anything. Including my studies. I think im still in my holiday mood. ahaaa.

And my phone has been showing attitude towards me. I can't message out ever since,damn you fag. heesh.(im referring to my phone).

Despite all this,i have other goals too. Damn it,i feel so cramped.

2:41 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Unorganized

HEYYYYYYYYYlooooooooooooooooooo

Damn it,i feel really unprepared for school. I seriously can't study without proper stationeries. Sheesh. And i've not even done my DnT. I received my cheque already and i guess by Tues/Wed it'll be banked in. Momy's bday is coming up. I'm thinking whut to get for her.

Besides all those,i still have not planned out my timetable. Damn it,everything is so rushed. I don't know why pressure and stress is in my dictionary these days. Jenjang jenjang jejang.

On a brighter notes. Can't think of it.

K,i guess thats all for today.

Tata

12:01 AM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Friday, January 8, 2010

Much Misses

Annyeong haseyo :)

Yes,school has started.

And hell yeah,i miss 4n6 09'. :(((((((

The environment felt really different. It's not the same(duhh).

Gencanayo,let's just take a few more weeks to adapt. And trust me,me and mairah are finally quiet in class. I don't punch no more nor make pranks,and laugh or skip around or use projectors as mirrors, haha,whut to do.

2010,wore high cut,different kinda earrings,different hair parting,and got caught for skirt :( Its last two years ago skirt. I seriously do not wanna buy any new skirts as that skirt is still usable. C'mon,be resourceful. OMG.

Niwaes,tomorrow i'll be having C.I.P with my new class. Hope this will be the time to bond and get to know more about each other.

ahass

Kluh,that's all,annyeong :)

8:08 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

short quick pressured felt post

I feel so bad,i feel pressured.

And don't call me emo or either not in the right mind after reading this post. This is my blog,and part of my soul is here. I'm letting out my thoughts.

k,end.

7:18 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Monday, February 1, 2010

Just one

Annyeong :)

So yep,this is the only picture of my new hair :) hahahahaha

Short.

8:04 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Good bye hair,Hello Nag

Annyeong haseyo, so yes, i cut my hair. Good bye lovely long locks and hello short funk.

I asked for my own style and she gave me what i want, yay Yay!

This post today will basically base on me, and really about me and my thoughts.

How many of you doesn't get to do what you want in life? All, right? Same.

12:46 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Friday, January 29, 2010

Hady Mirza's picture that i owed

2:03 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 24, 2010

wow,blog dead

2:41 PM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Unorganized

HEYYYYYYYYYlooooooooooooooooooo

Besides all those,i still have not planned out my timetable. Damn it,everything is so rushed. I don't know why pressure and stress is in my dictionary these days. Jenjang jenjang jejang.

On a brighter notes. Can't think of it.

K,i guess thats all for today.

Tata

12:01 AM | back to top babey

I love Tae Min :)

Sanso Gateun Neo

Friday, January 8, 2010

Much Misses

Annyeong haseyo :)

Yes,school has started.

And hell yeah,i miss 4n6 09'. :(((((((

The environment felt really different. It's not the same(duhh).

Niwaes,tomorrow i'll be having C.I.P with my new class. Hope this will be the time to bond and get to know more about each other.